..Heartache..

Pictures say it all. I cry a lot.. when i was small.
Now, I've grown..and yet it seems that i didn't change much in the sense of emotional..which i hate it so bad

wish i could turn back the time..and cry like nobody's business like i used to? perhaps life would be easier that way..
i hate myself crying, without knowing the reason of crying..
i feel so insecure and alone
I get distressed really easily and as many times as I tell myself not to I just have the most non-existent emotional threshold. It's incomprehensible to me, i don't understand! I'd think that by now, I had be a been-there-done-that person emotionally but nothing seems to stop my tears. Sometimes i really wonder how can i stop myself from crying so easily? Guess.. i must not care so much from now, onwards.
Cry not! dang i hate myself..